So I looked at my profile today and realised my last journal was a Christmas one >.>

Since then many things have happened. Both wonderful and stressful and annoying and fun and all those other silly emotions that occur in life

My reasoning for not being on DeviantART much this year is mainly due to the fact that I am currently in year twelve and it is much more stressful and full on than I originally thought it would be. With about 2 or 3 SACs a week over the next 3 weeks I will be non-stop studying (especially with the ensemble performance coming up).

I am also currently trying to juggle social life, work, certificate 3 in retail, cosplay and sleep. Sleep is the last thing on my priority list unfortunately.
But money is a big problem with me at the moment as well. The moment I get it I give it to someone. (Which reminds me, Ashy please come to me soon to collect money before it disappears! D: I'm trying so hard not to spend it)

I am looking forward to the holidays because it means I can sleep a lot xD
It also means that I can get together with my friends and simply durp around~

On a plus note though I have become obsessed with the Axis of Awesome who are an Australian comedy rock band (You should YouTube them, I recommend it fully). I especially love Benny from their band. He is the short blonde one with the amazing voice~
Their music has actually gotten me through a lot so far this year and is mainly what is keeping me together. My little stalkerness of Benny is my calm down time which keeps me breathing and keeps me going.
The other week in fact their music got me through an extremely tough time. I didn't want to bother the visitors in our house with my attack so I curled up on my bed and listened to their music. With their music playing the attack passed much much quicker than they would normally.
I am so thankful to the Axis of Awesome I cant even express it in words. I don't even know how I can truly repay them for what they have done for me, or even let them know how much I appreciate it. It's not like I can just go up to them and be like "Oh hey, you guys are the reason I am breathing right now. Thanks a lot" Ok, maybe that was a bit embellished xD

Anyway, I think I better cut it off now and go back to studying for my psychology SAC as I have less time to prepare for all three of them than anyone else.

I love you all and thank you for your continued support despite my absence.

Until next time,
Axelrox111